NAWALAN NA AKO NG GANA. BASAHIN MO NALANG ANG SINULAT KO. -ANG BOLPEN

the last thing i know was I'm still alive.

Saturday, August 1, 2009

6:45 AM

LO AND BEHOLD!

Hoho, akalain nyo yun? BUHAY pa ako.
:)))))))

Meehn, it's feels like forever. I don't even know where to start here.
OMGEE. this is so funny. HAHAHAHAHA kill me? NOT. sayang naman ang lahi ko.

so. so. so.
FAST FACTS about my current life:

* I survived MassCom, so I am currently a sophomore stud.
same university, AdDU. :)
* Went to MLA last June. yehess --
tho t'was only for four days. Sheesh. Kulang pa.
* Met new friends, classmates, teachers and of course, PAPA's. (hindi pwede mawala yun.HAHA)
* New LINKS, LOVE TEAMS. bahahahahahaha.
* Finally, me organizations na akong sinalihan.
these are the ff.: SINIKOM, Teatro Humanidades, Sub-Dominant 7.
yun pa lang naman as of now. :)
* Pressure majors and minors :(
* New roommates. altho same dormitory. HAHA!
* Mas maraming mapipilian na kainan. woohoo :))
* Debut vs. DSLR dilemma
* My heart still beats for that same certain someone. oh my.
* I lost my globe sim + sun sim. Boo
* I got new sims. :) For globe and sun. :)
* Loyal sa SMART. Just used it last summer.

WAAAAA.
Too many things for me to update.
I'll add some of them soon, if I can. :))

SO, how have you been guys?
still active huh? Good for you.

Cheers to me and my blog.
Let's work this out again. A little more harder this time.

Labels: school, type type, updates

made a worth it choice.

Friday, February 27, 2009

5:21 AM

Just a recent fact,
I FORCED MYSELF TO FORGET THAT PERSON.

just these past few days ago.

ask why?

I don't know. Maybe I was too impatient with the "sign" and i was bound to decide that maybe this was the "sign" already, which is not to have a sign at all. Very ironic.

I don't know. I guess I don't want to put cheesy stuff here but that's gonna be a superficial thing to do. I must write something that's inside the heart. SO, here goes nothing..

Maybe you think I want to rush things but what the heck. It's been what, one year and counting?
This is leading to nowhere. I am not tired. I don't want to waste time and friggin' cry when the time comes that I'll realize that this isn't gonna work out like the other stories. This is another sad pill to swallow, the bitter ending and the blame-on-this-and-that stories.

sighs.

He was someone that i longed to have the same feelings for me. But now, it seems like i just woke up from this long, hazy dream.
And it's time to get up and bring back the pieces together. It's better to be sane and focused on myself more than to be bitter. such realizations, right? I know, I know.

But I guess this is really is goodbye.
wake up little girl and move on.

Labels: lovelife?, shouts, thoughts, type type

bakit hanggang 28 ang february?

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

6:19 PM

sana hanggang 13 nalang..

Hahaha.
magandang banat para sa mga loveless ngayong valentines.
tulad ko. hindi naman, medyo lang. XDDD

kamusta ang weekend niyo last saturday? :)

kalokang U-WEEK ito.
may isang contest na sinalihan. Hahaha. unexpectedly, napasok kami sa top 3.
bongga. Go Humans!

pero madugo last week. midterms namin.
i'll do some quick recap for last week and this week.

♥

--

9, monday

HELL WEEK IS HERE.

pero wala pa namang exams.
Hoho, kumain nanaman ng sisig nung dinner.

imbis na aral ang inatupag ko,
nagchika kami tungkol sa past crushes and lovelife.

Bakit ba talaga tinatiming namin magkwentuhan ng masarap
tuwing exams?
MGA BALIKTAD ANG PWET!!

hay nako. ang B.I. talaga ng roommate ko. hahahaha.

pero nag-aral naman ako after.
mga 1 minute lang.

:)))))))))

10, tuesday

Gising ng 7:30.
almusal na baby.

Nang dumating sa skwelahan..
New look si Abet! hahaha.
may eyeglasses na ang babae.

PERO, PERO.
hindi ako magsusuot ng glasses
para lang magustuhan ni ano.

bulag ako, HINDI PA-CUTE. :PPP

bitter?
LOLS.

Langyang laro sa Theo.
nag-enjpy naman ako actually.
Hyper kumuha ng gamit para sa bring me,
pero sa sagot -- loading ng bongga.

walang TAE.
or Trial And Error.
:))))

ang pinakahihintay na exam sa Lit!!
'di pa naman ako nagrice nung lunch. hahaha

Okay lang ang exam.
MEDYO.
pero inaamin ko na nabibilang sa buhok ang mali ko. :(
badtrip.

gumawa ng assign sa eng.
aral ng envi. science
at EDP pa!

T_T

power goodluck!

hah. i got another chika! ehem.
so, i was right all along. in denial lang ako dati. kasi nga....
sinabi na ngang meron talaga yun eh.
Hahahahaha. i'll not spill accdg to the source.

11, wednesday

PINK PANTHER 2 showing na. :))))))
i love the part one and must love love the sequel.
this movie is so hilarious.

ay. before i forget, birthday pala ni father.
ops. don't spill marikit. Hahaha. actually, hindi ko siya father eh.
ex lang? Lols.

Hello wash day!
white and yellow - i so love it.
naiwan ang pinakamamahal na ID - i so hate it.

XDDD

akala ko pa naman naka.save na ako ng P5 kesa sa roommate ko.
e eto rin pala ako. sumakay ng sikad.
yan tuloy naka.P10. ayaw ko ring ma-late noh. :[
bummer na umaga yun ha.

Nang dumating sa room,
Hoho. nagyellow si janette!

wala namang usapan.
and ang dami ring nagyellow today.

piiiicturree, piiiiiccctuuurree! ☺

Eng. checking outline and making a paragraph.
Yesss. next level agad ako.
natapos ko ang paragraph! My research last night paid off. :)

Envi Sci. hindi nag aral ng todo.
wala kasing identification.
80 items ang exam.
Okay lang siguro. Sanaaa.

After -
gumawa ng Fil project.
watda. amoy sigarilyo ang katabi ko. May poison icon
na ang lungs ko. Pataayy. Nagmadaling matapos. hahaha

12.30. wala pang kain.
paprint sa kabilang internetan. P2.50 lang kasi.
mas mura. Haha.

pumunta ng karenderya.
kumain alone. daan dorm.
balik school. stairs ang drama ko.

picture2x by colors.
(ng mga damit.)

ayun wala pala si sir.
nasa banko raw. kumuha ng bagong ATM.
shareful ko naman.
pero pinagawa kami ng autobiography. :(((
ayaw ko ng mga ganito. kakatamad na.

EDP. walang quiz.
Hahahahahahaha. sabi ko na nga ba.
exercise 10 sa excel. peo parangexam na rin.
Hay kaloka. kakapagod at nakakalito.
pero nagpasa pa rin ako.

dinner at breakfast club. Ironic?
oh yes. maulan pa naman.

12, thursday

wala akong update dito.
naalala ko lang ngayon naiwan ni janette ang kanyang paper bag sa theo room.
waaaaaa. net, we will pray for you.

basta animonthsary ng avcacadalima ngayon.
happy animonthsary guys. ang tagal na natin. mga linshak. JOKE. :)
mahal ko kayo. hehehe

i have this thing for ilonggo language.

"indi bala mahambal kun indi kasugakod.
gapataka ka lang ka.yawyaw.
indi man takon kamaan sini."

Take that. :p

at natawa ako ke Ditch.
nung Literature kasi pinatay ko ang electric fan.

ditch: Kit, bakit mo pinatay?
Si Cyndal ka ba??

kit: Hahahahahaha. buang.

si Cyn kasi ayaw ng electric fan esp. kapag Lit na yan.
at ewan kung bakit. Hehehe.

13, friday

happy 18th birthday Lorena Espejo!

nyaay. it's the Friday the 13th.
ang daming nangyari nitong araw.

na-slide si janette sa may foodcourt.
bad news si sir Hadj. may make-up class daw bukas. :(((((

may speed dating pala sa school.
and i don't care. haha.
ganun?

i was in dilemma.
uuwi nga ba ako o hindi?

but i made my decision.
umuwi ako ng Gensan that night.

naki-hitch kanila christine.
buti nalang. :))))

celebrating heart's day with my mom kinabukasan.
&& with friends din.

--

oo na.
this is another late post.
pero echus niyo, at least nag.update ako ng bongga.

diba labs??
sige, next time na ang 3rd week of feb.

_marikitlizardo

Labels: birthday/s, school, thoughts, updates

the truth about Ely and Diane.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

3:20 AM

Blind items have been coming out about the marital status of the vocalist of a popular (“dis”)band and his manager wife, to the effect that the singer has a new girlfriend who is pregnant while his wife is said to have found her own new happiness with the vocalist of another band with whom she’s living-in.

The items are a giveaway, right?

Yes, those being referred to are no other than Ely Buendia (who’s having another reunion concert with the other Eraserheads guys — Raimund Marasigan, Buddy Zabala and Marcus Adoro — on March 7 at the Mall Of Asia Concert Ground) and Diane who have a son, Eon.
The blind items (in the tabs) are not true, according to Diane who sent Funfare the following statement “to set the record straight” once and for all:

Though Ely and I are not together as a couple, we remain the best of friends. He’s a great, great brilliant man and I am honored to be working with him as his sole representative and manager, not to mention also my esteemed partner in artistic endeavors. I still manage his band, Pupil, the best band in the land.
We have nothing but the utmost respect for each other. He is family and what we have is greater than any form of relationship. He is the best father, a brilliant artist, a good man, a superb writer — he is nothing short of a genius. I will always be his No. 1 fan and he will always be the love of my life; I will forever continue to support him, fiercely defend him, care for him, back him up, protect him and uphold him.
Anyone who attempts to do him wrong will be answerable to me. There is nothing I will not do for him and our son. We will continue to work together as business associates, co-writers and, soon, film directors (watch out for that!).
Ely will conquer the world and I will stand by him and by his side.

There. Loud and clear?

reference:
http://ph.news.yahoo.com/star/20090210/tel-truth-ely-diane-dd408b0.html

--

now, you've heard it right.

Ely and Diane may not be going strong as a couple but they are indeed the best of partners in other aspects especially in their professions.

so, stop spreading rumors about them.

:)))))))))

_marikitlizardo

Labels: copypaste, ely buendia, idolo, news, thoughts

you are so gay and you don't even like boys.

Friday, February 6, 2009

7:47 PM

WTF? as in, water the flowers.
tignan mo sa FS. current shout out ko siya. sherr lang naman. :]

wala akong maisip na title e. sinabawan utak ko.
talagang talaga. Hehehehe.

ito lang naman ang aking update para sa
start ng aking buwan ng mga puso. (EEEK. KASINUNGALINGAN.)

btw, wala akong ka-date sa 14.
YES. i am so single and i like it. Hah. Kapal ko naman.
Parang feel na feel ko diba?

wateber.

--

1, Sunday

Hindi umuwi si roommate last weekend.
si Shara.

Before anything else, nagsimba ako sa AdDU chapel.
himala? mmm. medyo nga.
actually, 6:40 ako pumunta. that's really HIMALA. hahahaha. madalas akong ma-late kapag 7am ang misa e. hindi ko alam kung ano ang factors na nakaapekto sa maaga kong pagsimba.
but t'was good. :)))))

after mass.
uwi ng dorm. gising ko si roommate.
niyayang magkain ng almusal. ayos. naisipan kong sa breakfast club nalang total matagal na kami hindi nakakakain doon. Naks ang tagalig ko naman.

kain ako cereals. Yeeey. bleh. Hahaha.

Afternoon.
pumunta ng G-mall. and unfortunately, i bought a book.
isang buwan na akong hindi nakakabili ng libro noh. makati ang kamay ko sa pagkuha ng pera sa wallet. ERR.

title pala nun: Peksman [Mamatay Ka Man] Nagsisinungaling Ako
(At ang iba pang kwentong kasinungalingan na hindi dapat paniwalaan)

Ganda noh?
Isinulat pala ito ni Eros S. Atalia.

Sinabi pa nga sa isang comment dun sa libro,
Bob Ong,
Humanda ka!

Naku. Pero may iba rin naman silang style e.
Good job pareng Eros!

Balk sa araw na yun.
Gastos. gastos. gastos.

kumain kami ni roommate sa Penongs.
Sarap ng dinner at naglakad ng pauwi dahil wala ng pera. Hahahaha.

2, Monday

back to school.
malapit ng ma-late. no, hindi naman talaga.

pero ayun. ako yung last na naligo e.
i don't like MWF's, really.

skip the english part. :)))))))
i'm excited about my Bio 400 report. oo, mayroong kaba. pero di bale na, maganda naman ang aking mga nakuhang information for this report. (taglish! hahaha)

haba ng intro ko nun pero palakpakan sa ka-ores ng mga pambanat ko.
about kasi sa undergroundwater. at ayun dami kong sermon about sa tubig and how it poses a far greater threat kesa sa oil. :)))) tuwa naman si mam.
iba nga talaga kapag masscom. ang daming satsat! XD

at in-explain ko bakit ganito at ganyan.
kung ano na bang status sa bansa at sa Davao.
YESSS. one project down, baby. happy lang ako. beri gowd daw. :)))))))
sinabi ng confident ako that day e.

yun lang naman ata ang highlight ko sa araw na yun.
i forgot the rest.

3, Tuesday

happy birthday allan jinon!

Hahaha. actually, i greeted him personally.
at late reaction pa ako.

loading....

and nung nasabi kong, "happy birthday pala."
tapos bigla siyang nahinto.

siya ba talaga yun?
Hahaha. Oo kaya. pero basta. it was weird ha. lmao. o_O

this day was fine.
okay lang.

busy gumawa ng mga assignments at projects. NAKS.

4, wednesday

well. what happened today?
yung highlight.

after class, some of my classmates and i did this video thingy.
presentation para sa college fair this upcoming feb 17.
hala, mahiya na ako't magtago. hahahaha. pero paminsan minsan lang naman.

so, why not coconut?

basta. enjoyed doing it.
funny, funny lines. :))))

naka-violet pala kaming apat.
(i.e. indays)

Hahahaha. that was something.

last part for this day.
nanood ng Ay, Quile
musical play at Cap Auditorium. fun.

hay. natatawa ako kay Donn nitong araw na ito.
red days pa naman ng friend kong si Ditch. Hah.

5, thursday

bilis ng araw. diba?
happy birthday jillian! :)

passed project sa filipino.

pagsasalin na topic na kami.
haha. masaya ang kwentuhan.

next time may ipopost akong related sa topic na ito. funny.

rush lunch ulit. x_x

after class.
practice ng PE. patayan na bukas e.
midterms practical exam. gawd. help us.

6, friday

doomsday sa PE.
but it went okay.

i got 50 and 50. YAHOOO. :P
pero sa group, -1. kaya 199 score ko. over 200.
sayang.

but the highlight was Aiyan's fall after their performance.
inatake siya ng asthma.
that was nerve-wrecking ba. kinabahan gud ako.
last year kasi, it also happened to our other classmate.
PE 2 rin. si Paul. dahil din sa asthma.

tsk tsk.
i conclude na i-banned ang PE 2 dahil marami ng inaatake ng asthma. waaa.
buti naman at wala akong asthma. geez.

another highlight.
after class, went to 7th floor.
watched the inter-school comp.
singing and meron ding dancing. it was fun. hah.
pero too bad konti lang napanood namin. late na kami dumating.
:((((((

but atleast nakapasok na rin ako sa auditorium!!
HAHAHAHA. manooooool na bata ay. :)

--

yun lang naman yun.
for this week.

may hinihintay akong magtext pero wala.
hopeless. HAH. meaning, kalimutan ko nalang kasi. kakakakaka.

_marikitlizardo

Labels: birthday/s, books, school, thoughts, type type

tonight i can write the saddest lines.

6:56 AM

I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.

Write, for instance:
"The night is full of stars, and the stars, blue, shiver in the distance."

The night wind whirls in the sky and sings.

I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

On nights like this, I held her in my arms.
I kissed her so many times under the infinite sky.

She loved me, sometimes I loved her.
How could I not have loved her large, still eyes?

I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
To think I don't have her. To feel that I've lost her.

To hear the immense night, more immense without her.
And the poem falls to the soul as dew to grass.

What does it matter that my love couldn't keep her.
The night is full of stars and she is not with me.

That's all. Far away, someone sings. Far away.
My soul is lost without her.

As if to bring her near, my eyes search for her.
My heart searches for her and she is not with me.

The same night that whitens the same trees.
We, we who were, we are the same no longer.

I no longer love her, true, but how much I loved her.
My voice searched the wind to touch her ear.

Someone else's. She will be someone else's.
As she once belonged to my kisses.
Her voice, her light body. Her infinite eyes.

I no longer love her, true, but perhaps I love her.
Love is so short and oblivion so long.

Because on nights like this I held her in my arms,
my soul is lost without her.

Although this may be the last pain she causes me,
and this may be the last poem I write for her.

~By Pablo Neruda.

--

i saw this poem posted on some connected friend on multiply.
i saw the poet's name and i wanted to read the poem he wrote.
well, he's name is familiar to me because he is in our Literature 2.
actually, will be. :]

my groupmates and i will report about his another poem called, "the ode to a beautiful nude"
wow. he really is descriptive and stuff.
i mean, he writes so much about women.
hah. i just noticed it. but his works are really good.

but anyway, back to this entry..
i was really into the poem as soon as i read it.
well-done Mr. Pablo! i guess i'll be reading more of your poems from now on.

this certain poem gives out so much about his past love.
i think, one great love about this girl. the poet speaks about their connection and the old feelings turned cold and odd. somewhat distant and far away. it's like there's a barrier disconnecting them.
suddenly, the girl he loves drifts away and leaves him with a shattered heart that cries out for dear sympathy. (oh my. this review is a little bit off. deep and senti. ugh)

in other words, i can relate to it. though i'm not that "bitter" and all.
i understand the poet's feeling. the feeling of being unloved. (WOW. WHAT A WORD)
just change the she into a he. *roll eyes*

so tell me, what do you feel about this poem?

_marikitlizardo

♥

Labels: idolo, poetry, shouts, thoughts, tula, type type

2012.

Friday, January 30, 2009

10:00 AM

2012 in Mainstream Media Again

This week a good number of Americans will have become exposed to the 2012 meme, if they hadn’t already heard of it….

New York Post, Jan 28- 2012: The End is Nigh!
Mark Dec. 21, 2012 on your calendar. That’s the exact day that lots of normally sane people believe some disaster will befall our planet - and not the kind of annoying everyday disaster like your cable going out or Ethan Hawke writing another novel. We’re talking Biblical proportions - the end of life on Earth as we know it.
…He may not be the cheeriest fellow, but Geryl is committed. In Belgium, he’s formed a survival group of about 20 people who plan on buying land in Africa to start building the foundation for a new society. That will be after the Earth’s magnetic poles suddenly shift, causing a new Ice Age.

CNN, Jan 27: Apocalypse in 2012? Date spawns theories, film
Fueled by a crop of books, Web sites with countdown clocks, and claims about ancient timekeepers, interest is growing in what some see as the dawn of a new era, and others as an expiration date for Earth: December 21, 2012.
Type “2012″ into an Internet search engine and you’ll find survival guides, survival schools, predictions and “official stuff” to wear, including T-shirts with slogans such as “2012 The End” and “Doomsday 2012.”
Theories about what might happen range from solar storms triggering volcano eruptions to a polar reversal that will make the Earth spin in the opposite direction.

Actually, i just heard this fuss about "the world will end this 2012" from my roommate. I was curious about the news and stories that she told me. So, I logged on the internet and researched about this matter. Well, I don't know which to believe is true but some say the Bible foretells some things that'll happen on that year. Some say, there's a chance that biblical obscurity is accurate. But others don't. There are a lot of sources to read and also a lot of videos (eg. youtube) that you can watch. Thus, I don't conclude that it'll happen. We will never know when the world will end. No one can tell about what's going to happen in the future. I just want to share this thought and not to scare you people. HAHA Better yet it's still a message for us to live our lives to the fullest and don't just spend the rest of your three years living in fear and panic to something we don't know. Don't waste time. start changing your ways. Just a healthy reminder people. :]

"No one knows about that day or hour, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father." Matthew 24:36

_marikitlizardo

Labels: copypaste, shouts, thoughts, youtube